Journal

It all started when it ended They call it, New Beginning Everything as it should be Closed doors Open other ones Dirty windows Still let in the sun JLF 11/20/19

The ups and downs Hanging on by a string Overly excited Under the influence Of everything You’re only young once! Being older Is not half bad But the memories are fading, Like the dreams I once had You’re only young once. JLF 3/13/20

The nights are lonely When you’re in the other room There’s not much else that I can do Other than to cry All by myself I cry Every night The nights are lonely Your side of the bed Remains empty The covers don’t do much justice They’ll never be warm, like your touch is God […]

My bedroom My place My own little space I feel warm, I feel comfort Free To simply be The strong walls remind me, I’ve got a safe place to settle And I remember Not to keep cooped up When I gaze Outside my window Our bedroom Our place Our own little space We feel whole, […]

The stars in the night sky Twinkled just like her eyes A light breeze through his hair How could he get any cooler? Together, all through that small town Together Everyone knew What made them fall in love so quickly? No one had even a clue So they rode through the night As those stars […]

The flowers on the kitchen table Watched them die like our relationship Sure, my love for you wasn’t always on display At least I didn’t fake it Searching for me got too tiring Trying for us became an exhaust In this game for two that we’ve been playing Mother fucker, you lost. JLF 11/20/20

I’ll be alright Drinking by myself tonight Might as well What the hell! All by my fucking self Nobody hitting up my phone And my man left me Tried to make some plans, But they always forget me Now I sit here, With a heart and a glass that’s empty Anybody got some time, That […]

Summer days fade Way too fast Memories of younger me Have already passed Sunsets come too soon Flowers no longer bloom Summer days fade Way too quickly Purple hitchhikers Are already prickly Sunsets come too soon So I become friends with the moon JLF 8/23/19

I went for a walk without you Not much sun, but the wind still blew I went for a walk without you My feet felt heavy And yet, I couldn’t slow down I went for a walk without you Not sure if the neighbors stared And wondered where you were It doesn’t matter Mind clouded, […]

You said you’d chase me But you didn’t You try to blame me I won’t listen Heard you before And I’m sorry if it seemed Like I Ignored you Nothing to do With my ears or eyes Baby, it’s you Who was stupid and blind My heart shined bright for you I was only busy […]